It has taken me this long to gather myself enough to properly express myself aside from horrific babbling sounds and keyboards smashes. /sobs still because of the endless SUHO feelings
So, this was amazing. Like, I just read through the whole thing and didn't realize until the ending that my breathing wasn't working kind of amazing. Chanyeol and Junmyeon is a rare pairing, one that we sadly don't see enough of omg please more because they are fucking precious and I could vomit all of this back but I won't... because no.
Basically, this story is you giving everyone Suho feels. That is my assessment. I love and hate and want to hold Junmyeon forever in this story, the feelings are that good. I really like how you captured him here. Usually we see Junmyeon as a side character, or kind of awkward/quirky but you made him extremely real and very much the mature constantly calculating person we often see on stage. And the internal dialogue with himself as well as flashes to his past just made hurt because all you want to do is shake the poor man and yell at him to stop hating himself and thinking in circles. It was interesting because I felt this story was just as much a story Junmyeon and his own struggles with life in general and self perception as it was a story about Chanyeol and Junmyeon finally figuring their shit out.
And Chanyeol. Oh my emotions, Chanyeol. Can we all have a Chanyeol like this? Please? Because caring, super observant and protective Chanyeol is amazing and I want one. please? All of their exchanges were beautifully written and incredibly poignant. you say I write dialogue. I cry at yours and it's glory. I cannot even
And the Wufan Luhan talks were probably my favorite things ever. Because, well, Wufan... you tried. And Luhan is basically just all of the amazing can we save him from that cliff now?
AND THEN YOU PAIRED OFF THE RARE PAIRINGS AND I LITERALLY JUST FLAPPED MY HANDS AND MADE DYING SOUNDS. Because not only was there taohun (omg that entire interaction), and Jongsoo, but there was Wufan/Baekhyun and THEM. please tell me there is a legit story that Minseok was going to tell and that someday we see that
And Junmyeon is a cheese. Basically this is amazing and I love you and this is late but crying emotions. <3
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So, this was amazing. Like, I just read through the whole thing and didn't realize until the ending that my breathing wasn't working kind of amazing. Chanyeol and Junmyeon is a rare pairing, one that we sadly don't see enough of
omg please more because they are fucking preciousand I could vomit all of this back but I won't... because no.Basically, this story is you giving everyone Suho feels. That is my assessment. I love and hate and want to hold Junmyeon forever in this story, the feelings are that good. I really like how you captured him here. Usually we see Junmyeon as a side character, or kind of awkward/quirky but you made him extremely real and very much the mature constantly calculating person we often see on stage. And the internal dialogue with himself as well as flashes to his past just made hurt because all you want to do is shake the poor man and yell at him to stop hating himself and thinking in circles. It was interesting because I felt this story was just as much a story Junmyeon and his own struggles with life in general and self perception as it was a story about Chanyeol and Junmyeon finally figuring their shit out.
And Chanyeol. Oh my emotions, Chanyeol. Can we all have a Chanyeol like this? Please? Because caring, super observant and protective Chanyeol is amazing and I want one.
please?All of their exchanges were beautifully written and incredibly poignant.you say I write dialogue. I cry at yours and it's glory. I cannot evenAnd the Wufan Luhan talks were probably my favorite things ever. Because, well, Wufan... you tried. And Luhan is basically just all of the amazing
can we save him from that cliff now?AND THEN YOU PAIRED OFF THE RARE PAIRINGS AND I LITERALLY JUST FLAPPED MY HANDS AND MADE DYING SOUNDS. Because not only was there taohun (omg that entire interaction), and Jongsoo, but there was Wufan/Baekhyun and THEM.
please tell me there is a legit story that Minseok was going to tell and that someday we see thatAnd Junmyeon is a cheese. Basically this is amazing and I love you and this is late but crying emotions.
<3