i finally got to read this AND OH GOD FRANCES I'M SOBBING AND SCREAMING AT YOUR FEET WITHOUT YOU KNOWING AT ALL I SHOULDN'T HAVE READ THIS RIGHT BEFORE GOING TO BED BUT THAT'S A BAD HABIT I CAN'T EVEN BEND and i would leave a proper comment if i'm not so incoherent right now. Well okay, actually I'll try?
IT HURTS. BUT IT HURTS SO GOOD. What have you done to my heart. The whole time I was reading this I feel like I'm being pushed and pulled and tugged all over the place and you just got me sitting on the edge of my seat. You got me hoping at the last minute that they can actually get away, that both are finally going to get the freedom and "happy ending" they deserve together. yet. YET. *HEAVES AND DRY SOBS ALL OVER THE PLACE* That last bit of Joonmyun suddenly backing out of everything they've dreamed of shattered me to pieces.
But no matter how much this pains me, I love how you left it the way it is now. How it's open-ended and the possibilities of what-if's and what-could-have-been's are endless and oh my god that last bit with Jongdae, you slay me. I-
I'll just go curl in my blanket and cry myself to sleep over this.
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IT HURTS. BUT IT HURTS SO GOOD. What have you done to my heart. The whole time I was reading this I feel like I'm being pushed and pulled and tugged all over the place and you just got me sitting on the edge of my seat. You got me hoping at the last minute that they can actually get away, that both are finally going to get the freedom and "happy ending" they deserve together. yet. YET. *HEAVES AND DRY SOBS ALL OVER THE PLACE* That last bit of Joonmyun suddenly backing out of everything they've dreamed of shattered me to pieces.
But no matter how much this pains me, I love how you left it the way it is now. How it's open-ended and the possibilities of what-if's and what-could-have-been's are endless and oh my god that last bit with Jongdae, you slay me. I-
I'll just go curl in my blanket and cry myself to sleep over this.
ps. guess who. it's not that hard tho /rolls away